Saddling up

After a long sabbatical featuring several articles and an (abandonned) book project, PGP is back in full swing.

Working with an outstanding UK consulting firm,Corven (www.corven.com) I'm a faciltator and coach on an executive development program.

The most interesting insight from week 1, is committing to being a learner again. Two years is a long time for a break. I had seduced myself into thinking that the level of Mastery (George Leonard) that came so easily two years ago remained at my finger tips. Not so!

Furthermore, looking back on 2008, I clearly see that a pattern of smugness had crept into my delivery. Sure, there were times when (feedback would say), that I achieved 'virtuousity' (again Mr Leonard), but I allowed the fact that such performances were sometimes in reach to get lazy and undisciplined and sometimes downright sloppy. This, I'm sure, used to drive colleagues nuts and I can only imagine they put up with it because a) my best was pretty awesome, b) I owned the client relationship, and c) I owned and ran the firm.

Conditions b and c no longer exist (in the US) and so there was no place to hide when I put in a variable performance.

Fortunately, the wake up call was not too severe, current colleagues are exacting, but also forgiving.

And rather than feel crushed by embracing a new level of discipline, I'm very excited about it. Which surprises me, because discipline has never come easy, and I've rarely welcomed it.

I expect now that I'm busy, that I can share more reflections from the road.